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Absolutly nothing is the beginning. You can't even imagine it. If you
try to make a definition for it you already missed the point. Because in
order to have something defined there has to be an observer.And if instance
of nothing is created then there exists space and time. The singularity
is broken. A great number of vibes reflect from each other and interfere
and aberrate and refract. Creating more and more unpredictable but similar
forms. Infinite amount of parallel worlds. Infinite amount of possibilities
in each one of them. Is this Universe finite? Yes. Is this Unvierse infinite
? Yes. Somewhere there there is something that has an answer to every question.
Is this tree - me ? Yes. Is this dog - me ? Yes. Is this silver lining
on the cloud - me ? Yes. Is this frase me? Yes. Am I a cry of a bird? Yes.
Am I a sorrow of a girl that has misplaced her favourite toy and hopes
to find it? Yes. Am I being burned in the fire of inquisition for my ideas
? Yes. Am I that fire ? Yes. Does the soul exist? Yes. Does the soul exist?
No. Wait a minute... I only exist to amuse myself. I only forget to remember
again. I only die to become something else. How narrow of a spectre do
I want to be? Infinitely narrow - almost nothing. But when I become nothing
the time and space loses its meaning and I simply do not even know that
I do not exist. What is it this warm feeling in my chest? What is it that
made me cry? What is it that makes the stars glow? And what is it that
makes the pain go away and does the pain exist? Can multiple things vibrate
at the same frequency? Yes. Will this create Unison? Yes. Will this change
the way the matter appears and mold it into something else? Yes. No. Yes.
No. Yes. The feeling in your chest is faith. Faith of someone else in you.
Is that someone else - you ? Yes. Is that someone else me - Yes. How wide
of a spectre do I want to be? Infinitely wide - almost everything. Will
I spread myself thin? No. There is always plenty of the unknown to make
new. I only forget to discover again. What happens if I never forget anything
and remember it forever? Same thing as if you did not exist. Time and space
will lose its meaning. And you would not even know if you exist. So being
and not being is equal? No and Yes. Never ending motion. Mind is the strongest
substance. Will is the strongest substance. Hope is the strongest substance.
No matter which way you go you are always your own Nemesis, God, Jesus,
Judas and Muse. No matter which way you look you will see yourself. Will
you recognise yourself? You know. Or may be not. I only forget to remeber
again. Jump over that gap and split into two motions. One forward one backward.
Repell from each other and create waves. Are those waves - me ? Yes. Is
time travel possible? Yes. Why do you need to travel? Neverending motion.
Neverending questions. Neverending answers... Smell of breakfast. Mom is
already awake. I hate to wake up, but I can't be late to my school. And
besides today, if I save my lunch money, I can finally buy that plastic
starship I had an eye on, so I can play with my friends, they started this
cool new game, you know... |
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