Elizabeth I

etuttor@yahoo.com

My story starts around 1994 when I was working for the local telephone company. I had an affair with one of the technicians who took pictures of me "undressed" without my knowledge or consent. He and another girl at the company tried to recruit me as a prostitute. I was told that if I wanted a deserved promotion that I would have to "service" my boss. I never beleived these two perpetrators when they told me that my boss wanted oral sex. He was a nice man, and I never, ever beleived that he would ask me to do something like that. I was wrong.

These two launched a campaign to get me fired. They started harrasing me with the jobs I was working on, and then later at the my apartment. I was just 24 years old at this time and very naive. I was also working full time and going to school at SMU at night. People were coming in my house and tearing up my furniture, torturing my cat, destroying my wardrobe, ect. They even tried to kick in my door at 3am in the morning while I was still home! I was scared and I didn't know who was doing this to me, I thought it was some sort of "gang" ritual or something.

I was finally pushed to the point of suicide, and fired from my job. Most everyone at the office knew what was going on, but no one would help me. A technician told me that I "should not be working in telecom" anymore, however he would never tell my why. I had no idea at this time that I was being harrased because I didn't "offer" my boss oral sex, I didn't think that sort of thing happened anymore. Obviously, it does and I was just naive.

During 1997-1998 I had some dental work done. There were 3 dentist who worked on my paradontal disease, and all of them asked if I had implants. I didn't know what an implant was at this time, and certainally didn't want to beleive that I was a victim. The dentist would ask me if I was trying to lose weight or something, and I told them at that time no, not really. Since then, I have had X-rays and a CAT scan. None of the Doctors I go to will admit that there are extra tissues which could be some sort of conductive plastic.

Since no one could give me a logical reason as to why I should quit telecom, I continued to work in the field. I also continued to be harrased. I just recently found out that I was and had been on the Freemason/Illuminate "black list" since around 1994.

In August 2002, I was recently terminated from my last telecom job because I was again asked to "service" two managers. I was raped when I was 15, and performing oral sex to a man was part of the traumatic experience. It is not something I can do,and would probably trigger me into grabbing a weapon instead. My most recent employer continued to sexually harras me to the point that I filed an EEOC complaint on the company. I was fired and so was my former boss. The complaint is still pending.

Since the termination I have moved back in with my elderly parents in Texas. They don't understand what I am going through and beleive that I need professional help. I have recently checked out of a mental institution and diagnoses with PTSD. I originally went in complaining about the frequencies and delusions voluntarily, and then they locked the door behind me and put me with the schizophrenics. It was a horrible ordeal. I beleive the harrasment was intentionally to drive me crazy, where I would eventually appear Schizophrenic or DID. I have not disassoicated at this time, I beleive at the age of 36 I am too grounded and have safe ways to deal with anger and pain.

To this date, I am suffering from a horrible "hissing" noise and high/low pitched frequencies in my house. I also get someone trying to give me delusions along with the usual "muscle jumping". These controllers want me to commit suicide. I am writing this account to you just in case I don't make it. I want someone somewhere to know what has really happended to me.

The Freemasons/Illuminates have destroyed all my friendships, and are trying to keep me from getting a decent job. They monitor my every move and are sending me might-as-well-be lethal doses of EMP frequencies. The real sad thing is that these frequencies are affecting my Mother and Father's health as well. It is one thing for them to come after me, but it is another to watch my mother and father suffer the same fate because of me. I feel responsible, but I have no where else to go and no money except for unemployment, which is soon to run out.

Everywhere I go in our small town people have been told to "stay away" from me and that I am a horrible person. Finding employment in this small town is impossible.

I can also go into the gorry details about the harrasment that I have suffered over the years. They include the usual acts of trying to get someone to think they are Disassociate Identity Disorder or schizophrenic. They have destroyed my car and my father's truck. My parents are living on a small pension and don't have much money, either. I feel bad for them that they have to watch their daughter be driven insane by psychotronic weapons.

I would love to compare notes with other victems on this site, and provide support for those who are going through the same thing. I have already been in touch with a few on this site and find it comforting to know that I am not alone in this nightmare. Please share with me your story, as I have shared mine.

Thank you heart for giving us a place to describe our horrible nightmare. I also appologive for any spelling/grammer errors for those of you who are sticklers. Please write to me for support and I will give the same.

I sometimes wonder if it would be easier for my parents just to bury their daughter, rather than watch her be driven insane and institutionalize. Thank you for your time