MCF Victim: Layne Nolting

by Layne Nolting
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Though the terror, and torture, started around 5 years ago... 'they' have inferred/related through their 'between the lines' method of communicating, (here), that they'd stuck this 'nazi-branding barcode-toy' in me some 20 years ago! Who, or where, or when, I have no idea... but I've come to realize they have been able to build a 'network campaign' around me, not unlike that of fellow survivor/victim, Robert Naeslund who said, "People know... but no one helps..." And, through a process of 'psycological trauma-inducing tactics', were able, (as I believe in using some of the 'surveillance tapes' of the 1000's of 'nervous breakdowns' they were inducing), to garner 'behind the scenes' support throughout this community for the torture program being conducted upon me.

The 'torture/terror/tramua' began when I realized that 'every second' of my life, (WHAT 'USED TO BE' MY LIFE..!), was being systematically exposed, (therefore 'PUBLICLY RAPED'), by some group/agency, of sadistic ****'s somewhere, who were granting access to the 'audio ability' of this Nazi-implant to every' radio, and T.V. station, here in Boise Idaho, 'and' also, to 'every' national radio, and T.V. network in the land! And though I'm not exactly sure of 'how', I beleive it's maybe possible by directly transmitting it onto a website somewhere(?). But as to continue, after a week of suffering the inferred death threats, and the inncessant comments as to my every act and word, I was actually forced to turn off the radio because of the fear that my heart was 'about to burst within me' for the terror/trauma being induced... (and also, that the thought of what this was doing to my psyche, would soon cause me to just 'snap', and I'd be spending the rest of my life in a sanita! rium! But eventually, (after 2-3 days), I turned the radio back on in hopes that either this would've stopped, or even maybe, that I was suffering from some 'dillusion' that I could seek help for... but, (stupidly...), I did turn it back on, and the very first message I received from one on the D.J.'s was, "Oh HI there..! It's GOOD to have you BACK..! We MISSED you..! Now... you better KEEP LISTENING or, something BAD WILL happen to you..!". (And If you thought that I might have been terrified ****less before, you can only imajine what effect of hearing 'this' had on me... (to paraphrase), be told, "We ARE very serious about what we've started doing to you, and, we WILL KILL YOU if you don't COMPLY with the programing/conditioning we're attempting, so, KEEP LISENING..!).

Understandably, you're now thinking, "Even if it were true 'nobody' would do this for fear of this implant program being exposed...", (but as I've come to believe, initially, they didn't tell anyone as to the 'exact means' by which they were receiving this signal and, (more than likely), people were being told it was facilitated through an 'external technology' as with the 'big ear' one sees at football games... (as to which no one would raise question or concern to of course).

It's not possible to describe the trauma of this being done... All of the 'induced' paranoidal experience of one's life being turned into a real life "Truman Show..!" Of knowing that maybe 'everyone' in the world had access to this transmitter signal, and could hear every 'piss...', and every 'crap on the toilet...' every 'masterbation...' (because I couldn't, of course, have 'any' type of social life, much less 'be' with a lady with one of these 'Mengalaen Morons' devices in me...). It's been indescribable horror and terror, for so long now... but just the same, 'God forbid' for the times I became incenced at this, or, offended by the unimajinableable humiliation, and embarrassment, this was exacting on me, and let these spineless bastards KNOW IT!!! Because whenever I was found to be not 'playing along' with these 'Nazi S.O.B..'s' they would always respond by saying, "Okay... that's it... this 'IS' your last night alive..!", to which again, would send me spiraling ba! ck into a world of terror/confusion by not knowing who is doing this to me... or if they 'were' actually going to kill me...

1. Everytime a D.J. would come on between songs, they'd repeat back to me 'verbatim', parts of a conversation I had just been engaged in... or perhaps, 'insights/comments' as to whatever activity I was engaged in at that time... as in, "We know what you're doing/saying 'that' for...", (inferring that it wasn't 'acceptable/permissible' to the 'programers', and 'they' were 'correcting my ill-behavior...' or so the inferrances were 'supposed' to be translated). (Anyone 'yet' want to entertain the notion that if 'someone out there' accessing/commenting upon your every word/act doesn't turn you into a 'infinately panicked/paranoid/terrorized f-ing mess', I've got 'news' for you..!).

2. Contacted/used various people/relationships in my life, as attempts for 'CONTROL-MEDIUMS', (I beleive they call it), to manipulate me into complying with their 'psyche-shred experimentations', or at the 'very least' have me receive 'some' of the messages... And so, as mentioned earlier, whenever it was related that I wasn't 'pushing the corresponding, or appropriate 'Pavlovian butttons', it was, "Opps, you're not 'responding properly' and you better think about it because you know... your church... your girl... we've been in 'very close' contact with them... and we 'do' have the power/capability to cause pretty severe damage there by telling them anything we damn-well like... and, they'll believe 'us' you know...")

3. In addition with the aforementioned threats... what initially provided endless hours of 'fun' for these 'burn in hell bastards', was to show up numerous and all hours of the night and start 'blasting away' with their car stereos to wake me up... But, there's an 'especially perverse twist' to the fear that was induced, (far more than the, "Is this 'it'?", thoughts...), and that is, that the 2nd-3rd time they had done this, I awoke to the sound of what I thought was some 'boom-boom rap music...' but once I was fully awake, the sound I was hearing, seemed to be more of a 'heartbeat' than anything... so I thought, "They hear my every word I know... but, that 'can't' be my very heartbeat can it???", and I felt the pulse in my neck, and, was immediately terror-struck... because in fact, it 'was' the sound I was hearing outside my door. And to verify that, I, (becoming 'anxious' of the situation), felt my pulse, and my heart-rate accelerated, in 'exact timing' with the noise! outside... So, terrified, I jumped to my feet and ran to the window to see who it was... but all I was able to witness, was hearing these rat bastards laughing, and taking off...

4.They followed me '800 miles' over to Portland, to a "Promise Keepers" conferance, and sat a few rows behind me and started in with the terror tactics of saying "Hi... guess who?"... "Scared aren't you?"... And then proceeded to hit me in the back of the head with their garbage and chunks of candybars... and for the remaining 2 days there, continually made threats upon my life...

5. I'd started at a jobsite here in Boise, and for the first few days, I noticed this guy walking around just 'yaking' at people, (interupting their work), but he wasn't the owner or 'super'. And finally, the 3rd/4th day he comes over to me and just 'out of nowhere', starts 'enlightening me' as to the 'psych-torture-program', that's run on Air Force pilots through before they're allowed to fly the $30-mil... ("In the event of capture", he said). And it went something like, "Ya, they 'isolate 'em' in a room, and proceed to 'shatter them' by constantly bombarding them with 'messages' of being killed, or that their wife/girl's a 'slut', and 'screwing' somebody else...". And 5 minutes later, finally ended with, "Ya, it's a 'pretty tough' thing to handle for the 'couple days...' a lot of them don't 'make it'". (By 'those' standards you'ld think, "Try surviving '5 years' of these '****less cockroaches' in your head, and you should get to be 'Commander in Chief' of the entire *! ***ing Airforce..!).

6. Followed me 1100 miles to another jobsite in Sierra Vista, Ariz., and, (making sure I'd overhear their conversation), told me of their "...poor friend who mysteriously died while working out of town...". "To bad he was 'so far away from home' that none of his friends or relatives were able to conduct any serious investigation into what happened... maybe someone killed him?", and suddenly, they all stopped talking and looked directly at me as if to say, "Get the point..?"

7. When I'd returned to Boise they had broken into my home, and of 'all the damn things in the world' stole the stupid 'remote' to my T.V. Why?, because as stated, they'd involved 'all' of the stations around here... and 'intent' upon their desire of sending 'chronologically/choreographed messages' to me... had become very 'upset' that I had started to change channels whenever the commercials came on...(Are that 'genius' or no..?)

8. Followed me to a job over in Washington, and while having a couple drinks after work, I shared a dance with one of the ladies at the club... And after walking her back to her table, said, "Thanks! Another later?" And she smiled and said, "Sure!". So... in the middle of the next song I happened to look in her direction... and she's got this horrified look on her face while this guy's whispering to her. And I thought, "Let's find out if he's part of the s.o.b.'s that've been terrorizing me..." and so, after he'd left I went over to ask her for the next dance, and she was virtually 'shaking apart' and barely able to blurt out, "No... I have to go... 'now'!" And she grabbed her things and left, while, (I might add), never taking her eyes off me until she got out the door... (Almost as if she'd just been informed she was sharing company with Satan himself!!!). But anyway, she leaves and I look around and the 'rat-shit' that was whispering to her was looking right at me..! . and he's got this 'demonic smile' on his face as if to say... "We are doing this to you for the rest of your life... wherever you go... at every possible moment...".

9. Followed me to Spokane, Wash., to again 'set-up their program...' (But GOD BLESS SPOKANE!!!) I finally came to a town that wouldn't take 'part in', or put up with such 'straight out of the heart of hell sadistic horseshit', and, through the D.J.'s 'inferrances/thoughts' of what was being asked of them... they'd related that this was not only "insane..." but, being carried out by the "...biggest bunch of spineless imbred idiots that had ever dis-graced their presence..."! I must admit, it 'was' funny how the D.J.'s got 'their thoughts on the matter' across to me... they'd said, "Hey, you're 'not' going to beleive this, but the most 'insane crap we've ever heard in our lives' came and knocked on our back door a couple days ago...", (i.e. before I had arrived in Spokane), And he carried on for another minute or two as to the "incredulousness of it all", and ended in saying, "This 'can't' be... 'someone' tell me this isn't 'really-real' is it???". (Albeit, what he'd said ! had been cloaked in vague metaphor...' but it was more than obvious as to the directed intent). And so, let me just end this by telling you what you've already surmised... not '1' death threat did I receive there... (insinuated or otherwise...), nor, (with equal thanks...), any of the 'Tokyo Rose Retardedness' I've received over the years, as in, "Hey Joe..! Guess who wifey ******* whi' you 'way..!"

10. As to continue as to how much 'fun' they've had... After I had heard of, and located the PSYCHOPS.COM website, and, (after 2+ hours), had read and printed out much of the materials there, I went to leave and, 'tucked very neatly' against the front tire of my bike was one of those very expensive 'congradulatory cigars' that they'd bought me... as if to say I guess, "Good job... you 'finally' found out we stuck you with one of our little 'barcode-tracking-implant s.o.b.'s' and have systematically stolen your 'life/freedom/dignity/humanity...' in an exercize of 'psychologically raping and traumatizing you' for all these past years!". (And... in connection with this incident... a few hours after having gone to our local paper to see if they'd do a story on this implant program I had un/discovered, I was driving down the freeway and I looked in my rearview and I see this 'bigfoot-truck' coming up on me 'fast..!' And, it flies around me like I'm standing still, and pulls in! to my lane, and locks up his brakes for a second, (causing me to come within 3-4 feet of hitting the bastard, at 80 mph!), and I'm thinking, "What the '****' is this???" this, (how 'damn cliche' now that I think about it), 'big-black-truck w/ the black-tinted-windows'..! And I looked down at the license plate, and it reads, "GABNBRN". And after he had 'made sure' that I had 'gotten the message', he sped off doing about 100mph again... (By the way, if you're unsure of the 'abreviated plate...' I took it to read, "GAB-AND-BURN", as in, "Don't, talk to the newspapers... okay..?").

11. And finally, of 'all the crimes' that has been committed against me, the most notable/verifiable is that they have 'stolen mail' from me... (Used to be a 'Federal Offense' I hear...). Anyway as I had stated, when I heard K.J.Billings' interveiw on Art Bell, I had also taken down the address for the 'materials',(videos/newsletters), he offers and shortly thereafter, sent away for them... And because of not receiving them after a few months I again contacted him by e-mail, and received this reply, "I apologize for the inconvienence..!". "Of 'all' of the mail I receive, it seems that 'your' letter has suffered some 'mysterious help' in being 'clandestinely filed' behind my filing cabinet for these past months... Again, I apologize for the inconvienence and assure you that the materials you had sent for are in the mail... and so, you should be receiving them within a matter of days..." So now, 'that' was over 3 years ago, and I have yet 'still' to even receive 'one' of! the quarterly newsletters from him... (And yes... every attempt to contact him by email since, continues to be blocked or intercepted... for I've never received another reply from him concerning this).

THIS HAS PARALYZED EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE!!! THIS HAS HUMILIATED ME BEYOND ANY ATTEMPT OF DESCRIPTION!!! THIS HAS INCESSANTLY 'RAPED ME' 24 HOURS A DAY FOR THE PAST 5 YEARS STRAIGHT!!! THIS HAS STOLEN EVERYONE, AND EVERYTHING FROM MY LIFE!!! '''MY LIFE''' GOD-DAMN IT!!! MY LIFE... THAT, (IN 'OBVIOUS IGNORANCE'), I HAD 'THOUGHT' WAS 'GUARANTEED CERTAIN RIGHTS AND FREEDOMS' BY SOME (APPARENTLY OF LATE), 'EMBARRASSINGLY ANTIQUATED AND PESKY LITTLE DOCTRINE' CALLED, 'THE CONSTITUTION OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA!!!

I've contacted many people about this... people I 'knew that KNEW...' and 'every last one' of them has 'lied there ass off' to me... and I'm referring to radio station's General Managers... D.J.'s... 'alledged' teachers of the church I once attended, (I say 'once' because who could possibly 'continue' to attend a church that's 'aware' of people being psycologically 'tortured and traumatized', and not only does 'nothing' to put a stop to it... but, turns around to 'aid in the effort' by 'covering up the truth with lies' as they have...).

Finally, I just want to reinterate how 'terrified ****less' everyone should be of these 'Rat Mengalaen Moron Bastards'!!! As I've come to investigate, they've been not only involed in the 'multiple manufacture' of 'types' of implants, but, have been 'improving upon them' for the past 30+ years... and unfortunately, that only leads me to the 'more than obvious conclusion' that, "One could make quite the damn number of these little ****'s in that amount of time, couldn't one... perhaps '100', or, 200,000,000+???). And that again, only leads me to 'another more than obvious conclusion...' in that, I have friends and relatives, that have kids... and oneday, their kids are going to have kids... and I KNOW that these bastards 'are' in the process of making one of these 'barcode s.o.b.'s' for them... given time... So 'THIS HAS GOT TO BE EXPOSED WORLD-WIDE' so that everyone will join in in having these 'MENGALAEN ANTICHRIST MORONS' shut-down!!! Because if we don't... the 'eve! ntual and undeniable reality', is that the rest of you are going to be standing in a damn line oneday holding on to your kids hand, and they're going to be looking up at you and say, "Why do 'we' have to get one of these 'in us'???". And, you're going to have to say to them, "Because people once knew about them doing this to 'one' person and no one did anything... and now it's 'our' turn..."

(Kind of 'brings back to roost' a verse from one of the old 'Steppenwolf' songs called "The Ostrich..." "But there's nothing you or I can do... you and I are only two... what's right or wrong is hard to say... forget about it for today... just stick your head into the sand... just 'pretend' that all is grand... and 'hope' that everything turns out okay...")

"How many 'before' me... what 'number' was I..?"

"The 'other's' before me... are they the one's that ended up on the front pages of everyones's newspapers..?"

(Everyone's asking... "Why is it in the past 30 years that we see such an unimaginable increase of 'horrific/inexplicable acts of mass violence committed by individuals..?" To me, the answer's simple... They, (the murders), 'all' seem to have this common thread of suffering from some unbeknownst force(s), (messages/voices), that are so 'torturing' them, that the experience manifests itself by causing them to 'strike out' at 'whatever or whoever', they think might be part of the 'cause' of the terror/confusion they are experiencing... (Whether the victims would be students in a school, people in a MacDonald's...). As one said, "I couldn't take it anymore... please... after I'm dead, somebody perform an autopsy on my brain to find out what's wrong..!" Charlie Winslow-'1970' Texas Clocktower Sniper. (Coincidently, '1970' is the date of Dr. Jose Delgado publishing the results of his 'implant experiments' in the book, "Physical Control Of Society"... and, that's the same Dr. ! Delgado of '1974' fame, who testified before congress, saying...

"We need a program of PSYCHOSURGERY for POLITICAL CONTROL of our society. The purpose is PHISICAL CONTROL OF THE MIND. Everyone who deviates from the given norm can be SURGICALLY MUTILATED."

To me, what this rat bastard was 'selling'... was to have our government sign on to a technology/capability that was obviously already in place...

received 3-3-2002